The paradox within


Who is this paradoxical force that shapes me?
It builds me up, yet tears me down.
It crafts a towering personality, yet reduces me to insignificance.
It sings my praises, yet whispers criticisms.

It ignites hopes, joy, and greatness within me,
yet sows doubts, fears, and unease.

Who continuously analyzes without direction?
Where do thoughts arrive and dissolve?
My mind is not alone in doing all this.

Can the guiding forces that have accompanied me since childhood
help me navigate this inner conflict
and emerge with clarity?

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